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grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr [Jun. 18th, 2006|04:38 pm]
I know its been a while but I thought I would write in this thing. Im so irrated I need to write. My b/f's sister is visting us from la well lets just say she had a fucked up b/f down there and so my b/f told her to come here then he would sent her to his moms in Idaho..well I didnt mind but when I met her I knew right off hand she was into drugs. Now he says shes not going them now..but you can tell she use to really be into them..just some of her actions..its kinda like when your gay dar goes off when u spot a gay person...shes drving me nuts...we bought her 71.00 train ticket here..she comes here with no money at all..we are then buying her bus ticket ro go to her moms house which was 81.00 and then my b/f is giving her 50.00 to take with her...heres the thing..shes fuckin lazy as hell...she stays up all night talking on the house phone long distance or she takes my cell phone and uses it..shes sleeping in my sons room and hes on the couch...she stays up all night long and sleeps all day..shes doesnt cook or even offer to help cook..she doesnt clean or offer to clean...she doesn fuckin nothing but bum cigs off her brother..we bought her some sunglasses and never saif thank u..today we tookk her to the movies she never said thank you...shes a ungreatful crack head whom im afraid she may steal from me....she went to sac to visit some friends and then wanted her crack head friend to come back to my house and stay a week...are u fuckin kidding me...shes is 25 and has nothing to show in her life..nothing...i know that my b/f is broke til wed when he gets paid..she has no money and im sure theres less then 1 pk of cigs left...so now i traped my coin jug that has money in it for disneyland to see if someone gets into it....theres some big bills in it so if somethings missing im going to go crazy..and i dont buy cigs for noone....well i better go..thanks for letting me vent.
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Monterey Update..... [Feb. 20th, 2006|10:06 am]
[mood |cheerfulcheerful]
[music |Yahoo launch radio]

Well I thought I would let you all know how our weekend went. It started out great til we got to the hotel to check in...The guy informs me that we cant get our keys for your room til 4pm which was fine. But he then tells me the room I ordered was not available. I ordered a room with a king size bed and fireplace, it's a $189.00 room. The reason I rented this room was casue this was our 1st get away together and I wanted it to be really nice and romantic...lol. I was all excited about staying in this room. So Ryan which is the kid at thr front desk tells me that the people that they go threw for there online reservations have overbooked them for the 2nd weekend in a row. But the good news is Im getting a room with a queen size bed for $109.00...its not the money I care about its the room I wanted. So I ask Ryan how come u didnt call me ahead of time to let me know. He says they dont have my info just my name...Im like WTF....so I said give me the room I'll be back at 4pm for my key...I'm really pissed...But I didnt want it to mess up our day or weekend...So James said just ask to speak to a manager when we go back...So off to lunch we went. After lunch we went to the Aquarium..that was alot of fun...we had a blast ans James took pics like crazy...we both really had a good time there..my fave thing was the Sea Outters. So we spent a few hours there then by that time it was 4pm so we headed back to the hotel...Now by this time I'm still pissed off. I again get help from Ryan..I tell him I want to speak to a manager...he tells me theres nonoe there for me to speak to..im really pissed...James stayed in the car..lol.,So i tell Ryan how uphappy I am and how this is BS that I should have a least got a call so I could stay somewhere else...I then ask Ryan how hw would feel if he was planing a romantic weekend with his g/f and found out afterhe drove 4 hrs to get there that his room was not avavilable...I said u would be mad right...and he was like yes but....wait theres no BUT here buddy....I then told him that I would never stay there again how upset I was about the service and how I have a big mouth and everyone will know about how this hotel is...and trust me Ryan I have a huge mouth...lol..I then told Ryan that I do understand its not his fault and I was sorry for being so made at him but he was the middle person...he then gave me the number to the general manager who will be there on Mon and the number to the main company...We then got out key and headed to our room...we are sitting in our room and the phone rings...its the general manager on the phone...she had jsut walked in after I had my little talk with Ryan. She started off my saying how sorry she was and how bad she felt.I told her that this has almost messed up my weekend. She then says is there anything I can do. She then says im going to give u the room your in for $50.00..the room runs for $100.00 a night...she then says that the next time we come to Monterey she will give us her best room for the cheapest rate...I then tell her ok I can deal with that. I did tell her how great Ryan was and how he handled things. About 30 mins later theres a knock at the door and a man is holding a plate of cookies with a card...there warm sugar cookies from the general manager and a note saying how sorry she was again. Now Im better...I think Im not to upset about it cause they didnt just blow us off...they really showed they cared about there customers.

After all that drama we went to Bubba Gumps for dinner...it was really good...we went shopping and James got a water massage...lucky him..he enjoyed it so much he didnt want to get up...lol. On Sun we went to Fishermans Warf..that was alot of fun looking at the Sea lions and everything else...we had some good food and a really good time together...I had a blast and we planning on going back Memoiral day weekend and taking Austin also. It's so nice in Monterey that it would be nice to live there but really expensive. I cant wait to go back.

Well I better go now but I will update again soon.

If u wanna see some pics of our trip go to myspace site:
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Update time.... [Feb. 16th, 2006|09:42 am]
[mood |lovedloved]
[music |yahoo launch]

Well this week I'm on vacation which is really nice but also (I can't believe i'm saying this) boring. Yeah you would think someone on vacation shouldnt be bored...but I am..Ive been going things around the house which is great...cleaning things out...we bought a bunch of new stuff for the kicthen of ive been cleaning things out..getting rid of the old stuff. I dont have that much more to do. Just wash all the windows down and clean out the tuberware and glasses. I will do that tomorrow..give me something to do.

Well Austin's b-day party went great. He had alot of fun and it was soo much easier then any party I have even had for him. We did the arcade in the Mall and it wasn't all that much. It was $100.00 for a 2 hour party with 500 tokens which the kids loved. So we may just do that party again next year. I liked it better then the bowling and pizza partys we have done in the past. He got alot of nice things which he really liked.

Valentines day this year was very nice. I had classes Tues night so we went out to dinner last night. It was soooo good. We went to a place called The Dancing Tomato...it was very good. We so wanna go back and take Austin he would love it. There tables were really cute. They had paper over the top of them and you could color on them. So James and I wrote all over them..we wrote how we loved each other...it was really cute and kinda childish which was really cute...lol...we had fun...so we cant wait to go back..the food was awsome....This weekend we are going to Monetrey to spend the weekend together alone...I cant wait cause i've never been either has he. So we are really looking forward to it...I'll be sure to post some pics of the trip. Things with us are really good. It's so nice having someone who wants to jump in and do man things around the house...not to mention hes a awsome cook...I so cant top his cooking..even Austin thinks he cooks better then me..lol. Hes so getting Austin and I to try new things..I have been shocked that I have liked foods I never would have even tryed..lol. Hes really good with Austin..kinda hard on him but not in a mean way...I give in way yo easy to Austin so he knows how to get to me..but with James hes way different..he minds him and respects him and I think its cause he knows James is doing it to better him not be mean...Austin really likes him alot. I have decided I dont want anymore kids...which was hard for me to make that desion...but with me going back to school and Austin being 10 I dont really want to go down that road again...and as far as getting married..I dont really want that either right now..I mean if it happens so be it but I dont need it to be happy...im happy just the way things are now.

We are planning a trip to Disneyland in Dec. James has never been and Austin and I cant wait to go back..we will do that in the begining of Dec..then for Christmas we are going to Idaho to vist his parents...I cant wait and neither can he...we will be there over a week.

School is going great. I'm taking a Nutirion class which is really neat. In the fall I will be taking 2 night classes..Im just not sure what. But Im taking it slow for now. But I am working toward getting my RN..which i know i can do. I have such goals that I want and so Im going to stick with it..plus the moneys great...lol.

Well I better get going....I have a lunch date with James so I got to get ready..but I'll leave u with this thought.

"We must be willing to get rid of the life we’ve planned, so as to have the life that is waiting for us."
-Joseph Campbell
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What a day... [Jan. 6th, 2006|05:45 pm]
[mood |sadsad]

Today started out a ok day...I was happy that it was Friday...everything was good til about 10am when I found out that one of my fave patients had just passed away....I just wanted to go hide and cry...I love my job but sometimes i get so attached to my patients and form such great bonds with them that when they do pass on its hard...she was a wonderful person who always made u smile and I'm sure going to miss her...It just sucks so bad..then another one of my fave patients is going downhill fast...its hard to deal with sometimes....I guess it comes with the job.
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Its the end of the year...... [Dec. 30th, 2005|05:56 pm]
[mood |draineddrained]
[music |~My Faveorite Mistake~ By: Sheryl Crow]

Well its another end to another year gone bye fast....this year has brought to me...I was suppose to get married and live happily ever after....that didnt happen which im so thankful for. I decided to go back to school to become a RN which im hoping to get on the road to starting that here in Jan. I opened my eyes to so many things and Im happy I have...I told my self this is me and if people dont like me for the then the hell with them. I no longer hide who I am..I am who I am. I'm going to take this next year with a new look on life...Im going to do different places and try different things...I already have been trying different foods that I never thought I would. I also found someone that Im happy with and hes now living with me...I dont no how long it will last but i have this look on it....I'm going to have fun while it last..Im going to live for the moment and if its meant to forever then it will be...if its not then so be it..all's I know is im having fun now and I have not been this happy in a long time...plus the sex is off the charts...lol. But hes awsome he cooks and cleans and wants to fix my car..not like Shawn who never cared about anything...so we will see...like I said "I'm living for the moment and thats all". So I hope with this new year that it brings me some good things...I also hope it brings you all some good things....I must go now but I'll leave u with this thought.....

"Once the toothpaste is out of the tube, it's hard to get it back in!"
-H.R. Haldeman
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woooohoooooo [Dec. 16th, 2005|07:43 pm]
woooooohooooooooooo I got my tanbark xmas card today....and man did it rock....I must say it was my very first card this year and i was excited....so watch your mailbox tanbark cause im sending one back.
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bored at work... [Dec. 16th, 2005|04:07 pm]
[mood |tiredtired]
[music |the nurses i work with talking]

Well I'm at work right now and im really bored so I thought I would kill some time and update this thing...lol. I only have about 20mins left and I would leave but I'm waiting for the Dr. cause I still have some patients to check in for him but hes way behind so I'm here til 4:30pm...Things with me have been going good...getting ready for Christmas and the New Year...I'm going to my 1st ever chat party this New Year..I think its going to be neat cause I would like to meet these people...I also met my sugar shorts James whom I'm so happy that hes here...well hes been in Sac the last 2 weeks and I have missed him like crazy...not to mention his sex which is...OFF THE CHARTS....lol...god I lvoe it..Hes suppose to come home on Sun which I really hope he does cause I miss him like crazy abd want him back..yeah hes kinda staying with me...yeah Im crazy...lol. What can I say. Well It's almost closing time..lol...so im outta here..Ill update more later...btw..im getting 2 new tatt's sat night..I cant wait.
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Christmas is in the air.... [Nov. 29th, 2005|10:12 pm]
[mood |happyhappy]
[music |~Secret~ By Maroon 5]

It's soooo cold outside. The feeling of christmas is in the air and so is love. yeah I said love...but i'll get to that in a bit. I have all the xmas decoractions up...Im doing the fake tree thing this year. Its earier for me and if the cat knocks it down then theres not a huge mess...Im sure she will. but I still love her. My x-mas list is small this year cause im broke...lol.and thats no joke..lol. So Austins already knows that hes getting but I am going to get him some things he doesnt know about. Im going to my brothers house this year for X-Mas..its going to be really neat cause we are really close and he doesnt like coming up here cause he still has a hard time with our dad passing away.

On to other news...I really into this guy...I'll call him "sugarshorts" he is soo awsome and I have so fallen for him in many ways....he gives me chills and makes me smile and sooo makes me happy....god I love him....kisses babbe. I really hope this goes very far cause he is someone I so can see myself with the rest of my life. I hope he feels the same way. Hes coming here friday which is going to be awsome..so cross your fingers guys n girls and say a little pry for me cause god knows im going to need it.

Well I better get going but I'll leave u with this thought....

"Love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get, it's what you are expected to give -- which is everything."
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the big 30 [Nov. 28th, 2005|09:36 pm]
Well today I turned 30...I know thats not old but it is out of the 20's and inot the 30's....I cant help but feel older...I sure dont act older..lol....today was a good day...I went to lunch with some of the girls from work..it was nice...and I did a good deed today for one of my patients..its funny I sometimes go way out of my way for my patients...it jsut goes to show i care for each of them and love my job...I really do. well i better get going.
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Happy Turkey Day [Nov. 24th, 2005|11:46 am]
Well I just wanna tell everyone Happy Thanksgiving....For the 1st time in over 6 years im not going to my step moms house today. I didnt want to go cause of all the drama my step sister and her husband have. They make me wanna barf..there so fake...so im going to Keirs house and shes cooking. I felt reallt bad telling my step mom it almost broke her heart...wait til I tell her im going to my brothers for x-mas. Well I better get going. Have a great day everyone.
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